I read last week that there was a guy from BC (CA) that found out that was going to die from cancer and wrote some final words on his blog but asked his family to publish them only after he was dead. Those blogs reached a record visit and they were very heartfelt: http://www.penmachine.com/2011/05/the-last-post.
I wish Osama Bin Laden also had a blog about himself and left some notes to be posted after his death. Not that I was supporting him, but I like to know what people think close to end. I guess you want to fix everything that you think was left broken from your life, you want to say sorry to everyone you think you hurt at some point, you want to be good and fair to everyone around, and probably, become more religious with the fear that soon you might end up finding out the question we all want to know while alive.
I hear that if your bones are eliminated after death, you are saved from the judgment when this world ends and the new one begins. Based on this, Osama is saved because fishes will eat his body (and bones) now that he is at the deep end of the ocean.
We do not know his last thoughts, there will not be a judgment for him. Is that fair?
I do not think he was able to fix everything bad he did. And I am not talking about the war to USA, because in his opinion, that was not a bad thing, but a very good one. I am talking about other bad things, like he didn't treat very well one of his wives, or didn't return the call to a friend, or didn't say sorry to someone he hurt with/out meaning to, or didn't give a good tip to a waitress that was a single mother, or ...But was he a better person on his last days? Maybe not, because they say the attack took him by surprise. So he didn't have time to improve himself. And maybe because of that, he asked for a last wish, to be buried in the ocean, so he will not be judged.
I guess he was a smart man. Lived upon his believes, left the world divided on deciding if he was bad or good/right or wrong and then went to the fishes, the ones that can't talk. But I do not think he was a good man, someone fair and trustable. From the pictures, I have the feeling he also stunk and was dirty.
At the end, I'm good that he is not here, but I am afraid of the next one, the one that we still do not know how he looks, what he believes and up to what point he will fight for those.
Let's all make a wish that the world of our children will be better!
